[a little nod- for both things being worse and daniel. it's good to know he's being looked after.] I worry sensei thinks about others more than himself too much.
[a little blunt but that's mob, even like this. daniel is always taking care of them, making a lesson of his own painful moments. that must be hard for him. it must be tiring sometimes.
but the story he owes, or the explanation. jun's already talked about hard things before, admitted a lot that mob thinks he was brave for doing so. it's not easy to talk about things. he'll try.]
When I left practice I sensed something weird. A beast, but it was familiar. It... I guess I got distracted by that. It felt like Yoichi- he's a sleeper too. He's really nice, and smart. I think he's been trying to look more into beasthood and something happened. He turned.
He attacked me. [it hurt a lot, he's never felt pain like that and he's been stabbed and hit with bricks and thrown into buildings. beasts really were scary.] I think he killed me? I'm not sure. I was- I should have stopped him but I was surprised, I guess. It was Yoichi, even if it was a beast.
[he didn't want to hurt him]
Then I don't remember much. This... happened before. Once someone um, someone choked me until I passed out, and when I woke up a school was destroyed. Or someone grabbed Ritsu when we were little and I got pushed into a wall and hit my head, and when I woke up...
[a long beat, and since it's jun who knows about hurting a sibling, he quietly admits,] People were hurt. Ritsu was hurt.
It happened another time too I think, but usually it's not like this. And this time was even stranger. When- when sensei got hurt I woke up, but I couldn't control myself at all. That's never happened before. I always woke up when everything was over.
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Date: 2023-04-01 06:29 am (UTC)[a little blunt but that's mob, even like this. daniel is always taking care of them, making a lesson of his own painful moments. that must be hard for him. it must be tiring sometimes.
but the story he owes, or the explanation. jun's already talked about hard things before, admitted a lot that mob thinks he was brave for doing so. it's not easy to talk about things. he'll try.]
When I left practice I sensed something weird. A beast, but it was familiar. It... I guess I got distracted by that. It felt like Yoichi- he's a sleeper too. He's really nice, and smart. I think he's been trying to look more into beasthood and something happened. He turned.
He attacked me. [it hurt a lot, he's never felt pain like that and he's been stabbed and hit with bricks and thrown into buildings. beasts really were scary.] I think he killed me? I'm not sure. I was- I should have stopped him but I was surprised, I guess. It was Yoichi, even if it was a beast.
[he didn't want to hurt him]
Then I don't remember much. This... happened before. Once someone um, someone choked me until I passed out, and when I woke up a school was destroyed. Or someone grabbed Ritsu when we were little and I got pushed into a wall and hit my head, and when I woke up...
[a long beat, and since it's jun who knows about hurting a sibling, he quietly admits,] People were hurt. Ritsu was hurt.
It happened another time too I think, but usually it's not like this. And this time was even stranger. When- when sensei got hurt I woke up, but I couldn't control myself at all. That's never happened before. I always woke up when everything was over.