I'm... I don't mean to be so depressing all the time, it's just...
... I don't want you to die. I don't want to die, either. It's just... hard to remember it sometimes. If I don't say it, I mean. And... I died for a reason. I don't want to let that be...
It feels cheap, that I got out of paying my price. If that makes any sense? I don't... I want to be here, I want to be with you. It just feels like there are so many other people who deserved a second chance and didn't get one.
... I love you, Falco. I... I know I can be frustrating. I just...
I guess I keep waiting for something to rip everything away. I don't want that... but it feels like I deserve that. That I don't deserve you.
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[He sighs and nuzzles into Falco a bit.]
I'm... I don't mean to be so depressing all the time, it's just...
... I don't want you to die. I don't want to die, either. It's just... hard to remember it sometimes. If I don't say it, I mean. And... I died for a reason. I don't want to let that be...
It feels cheap, that I got out of paying my price. If that makes any sense? I don't... I want to be here, I want to be with you. It just feels like there are so many other people who deserved a second chance and didn't get one.
... I love you, Falco. I... I know I can be frustrating. I just...
I guess I keep waiting for something to rip everything away. I don't want that... but it feels like I deserve that. That I don't deserve you.