I knew what would happen when I piloted. The others didn't. I still signed up anyway. Maybe that's stupid, but... after what my sister did I couldn't just let us go undefended.
She was only ten for fuck's sake
[He has to stop for a few moments to wipe away his tears. He shouldn't be crying - it makes him feel weak and out of control. But He can't help it. He's just so sad and frustrated...]
im just so tired of the nightmares vi
i still wake up screaming sometimes
sometims i can still hear the screams of the people i killed
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branchandroot
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Date: 2022-09-09 03:07 am (UTC)I knew what would happen when I piloted. The others didn't. I still signed up anyway. Maybe that's stupid, but... after what my sister did I couldn't just let us go undefended.
She was only ten for fuck's sake
[He has to stop for a few moments to wipe away his tears. He shouldn't be crying - it makes him feel weak and out of control. But He can't help it. He's just so sad and frustrated...]
im just so tired of the nightmares vi
i still wake up screaming sometimes
sometims i can still hear the screams of the people i killed
i know that makes me crazy but fuck it