... I'm not really someone to be admired. I... if being a decent person is 'admirable', maybe. But I'm not...

I'm just - I made mistakes, but I made really bad ones. I don't think I...

[He pauses and sighs. How to even explain his feelings? He's no good at this part.]

Maybe to some people I'm a hero because I saved the world. But I still hurt my sister. I still hurt a lot of people to save a lot of people.

I don't think that makes me a very good person. Doing the difficult things even if it means doing something 'bad' isn't... I -

... A soldier might follow orders. He might kill someone because he has to protect people. But that doesn't mean that someone wasn't killed.

Does that make sense?

[The blood is still on his hands. Her bruises are on his hands. The scars are still there.]