[a nod. boy does he relate to terrible shit but valuable lessons from it. sometimes that's just how it was.] It's better when something good can come out of that sort of thing, as bad as it was. Rather than just making everything worse.

[and he still thinks learning like that is impressive of jun. he's a kid who puts a lot of value in people who learn to change, so jun shoots up in his regard, really.]

Yeah... I don't know if I could have handled it. [he admits quietly.] I'm sorry you had to, Jun. It wasn't fair.