It’s . . . Not really about the book. It’s about hurting you.
[ but, still— falco doesmt expect a thing from the other boy. jun doesn’t have to apologize if he doesn’t want to. if he too was influenced (maybe with the book aspect of things?) well . . . it didn't mater now. doing what felt right did. ]
I still, um— saved it for you anyway. If you still want a look.
W-well—! [ he’s glad he can’t see his face right now; it’s lighting up lime green with certain embarrassment! like he’s said something stupid! ] I don’t know? That’d be up to you, but . . .
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[ but, still— falco doesmt expect a thing from the other boy. jun doesn’t have to apologize if he doesn’t want to. if he too was influenced (maybe with the book aspect of things?) well . . . it didn't mater now. doing what felt right did. ]
I still, um— saved it for you anyway. If you still want a look.
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[He sighs and sits back a little, closing his eyes.]
The past is the past. It's... not like trying to make up for it fixes things. That's not... me blaming you, but it's just...
... It doesn't matter. The future's what matters, right?
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Would I still be in it?
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[It's said quietly, and with a strange... almost affection? It's hard to tell with Jun.]
Of course you would be. Why wouldn't you be?
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[ but since that’s a yes: ]
—Thank you.
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It's not like I haven't had worse fights with people... that wasn't really -
[Never mind.]
... I've... got a lot of books to return...
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[ this feels like a good start. ]
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... Don't you have a lot of books to return, too?
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Maybe after we could . . . Go somewhere?
[ he didn’t know where, exactly, and he wasn’t too familiar with the words “hanging out”, but— that’s what he’s suggesting. ]
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[So. Maybe.]
... There's not a lot of places to just hang out... but we could go for a walk maybe? If... you want.
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[ he's satisfied, happy— and warm! friendship still aquired! ]
Where are you now? I could help you get a head start.
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