[she's surprised at how much blood she can lose here, honestly. and you know what, jun? a lot of her own comforting was a little awkward at his age - she'd received her share of it in return, too.they were a bunch of kids trying to project an aura of 'i've seen it all' and comfort wasn't exactly in the "too big for my badass britches" manual.( mylo was never very good at it either, but sometimes (when no one was around) he tried.) but she offers jun a tired, sincere smile that says he's doing just fine.
and suddenly doggo.]
Hey there.
[foot sitting is a ok. it's encouraged. cuddles? hell yeah, that's even better. who could resist this? she sets the teacup down, so she can use both hands for this. all the pets. it's easier to say this with a dog there, a gentle redirect so that she can stay calm. unfortunately, any calm she's leaking into the air doesn't affect her. which ...sucks.]
Look, I can't say I know exactly how you feel, but I get ...I don't sleep well. I know people that hear voices. I've heard them before, too, just not the same kind. Crazy is ...I don't even know what that means when it comes to stuff like this. Not even sure if it means anything.
I just want to help if I can, cause then that's one less person having to deal with so much bullshit.
[i only meant to help - great timing for an intrusive thought, but there it is - powder's voice, and her own failure to handle ...everything. how much "better" would she have handled herself in jun's situation? she might have found a way to fuck that up too, make it worse.]
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Date: 2022-09-15 03:45 pm (UTC)[she's surprised at how much blood she can lose here, honestly. and you know what, jun? a lot of her own comforting was a little awkward at his age - she'd received her share of it in return, too.they were a bunch of kids trying to project an aura of 'i've seen it all' and comfort wasn't exactly in the "too big for my badass britches" manual.( mylo was never very good at it either, but sometimes (when no one was around) he tried.) but she offers jun a tired, sincere smile that says he's doing just fine.
and suddenly doggo.]
Hey there.
[foot sitting is a ok. it's encouraged. cuddles? hell yeah, that's even better. who could resist this? she sets the teacup down, so she can use both hands for this. all the pets. it's easier to say this with a dog there, a gentle redirect so that she can stay calm. unfortunately, any calm she's leaking into the air doesn't affect her. which ...sucks.]
Look, I can't say I know exactly how you feel, but I get ...I don't sleep well. I know people that hear voices. I've heard them before, too, just not the same kind. Crazy is ...I don't even know what that means when it comes to stuff like this. Not even sure if it means anything.
I just want to help if I can, cause then that's one less person having to deal with so much bullshit.
[i only meant to help - great timing for an intrusive thought, but there it is - powder's voice, and her own failure to handle ...everything. how much "better" would she have handled herself in jun's situation? she might have found a way to fuck that up too, make it worse.]