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[icanhearscreams]

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[slightlytaller]

[The boy was astute. Waver couldn't deny this. He had known it from their very first conversation, but this discourse that was brought on by accident only solidified that impression.

He wanted to protest-- to explain that adults were just as ensnared by the world they lived in as the kids were, if not moreso. Kids usually still had the hope and the drive to change things, and make a difference.

Many adults had the hope beaten out of them.

Not for the first time, Waver felt the chains of fate wrapping around his wrists and throat. It wasn't something he could just escape. His only 'out' was to bide his time.... or to die.]

You really are an incredibly wise young person. Even if you don't have a future in your home, you certainly have one here. Please, don't lose sight of that spark you have.

[...Why yes, he was changing the subject. However, he was also being wholly sincere.]

[icanhearscreams]

I'm trying. I'm learning better ways of going about things than starting fights.

But I will absolutely smack you upside the head if you don't get it out of the depression hole you've dug for yourself.

[slightlytaller]

[Honestly, Waver was amazed that Jun cared so much. They were relative strangers overall, even if they had told each other tough parts of their personal histories.

... The comment earned a smile. Young people really could be pretty amazing. ]

I didn't realize it was that obvious. I'll need to do better.

[icanhearscreams]

Do better about finding reasons to not be depressed. Not 'do better at hiding it' because there's plenty of people here who will get into your life and care about you.

Trust me, I've tried it. It doesn't really work. And it doesn't really help much, either.

[slightlytaller]

[There were a million ways that this was so backwards and so contrary to what he expected that for the moment Waver was at a loss for words. He wanted to say something about having worked at this for longer than the boy had been alive-- but, somehow, that felt like a bad idea.

Instead: ]

I was ordered to live by someone far greater than any of the gods or Pthumerians of this world, and I have no plans on disappointing him.

You don't need to worry. I plan to stay here for a while.

[icanhearscreams]

Good. There's people who need a good teacher. ... Just try to be easier on yourself. No matter what your past is, it doesn't really matter here. So you have room to breathe.

[slightlytaller]

You do, too. Please don't forget that while you're shoving myself and other wayward adults back in line.


And. Thank you.

[icanhearscreams]

I've got reminders for that. Plenty of people who try to make sure I don't burn myself out. Hopefully you have some, too.

... You're welcome.

[slightlytaller]

I do have some people here. No one can be entirely isolated, no matter how hard they try.

[Somehow, it seemed as if that circle had one more person added to it with just this simple conversation. Waver was impressed.]

Perhaps, if you'd like, we can help each other on that. Along with any tutoring you'd need.

[icanhearscreams]

It really is. I've tried, but... well it didn't work.

Yes. I could use a tutor for some things. As long as I'm stuck in bed, I'm stuck just using notes to catch up with.

[slightlytaller]

If I may ask: what happened to put you in bed?

[Knowing that someone welcomed his assistance took some of the uneasy edge off of his heart. He would set up a time to discuss details soon enough. The boy's health came first.]

[icanhearscreams]

The zealots. They caught me and took something from me. I'm lucky I made it out alive.

... Not lucky, I guess. There's no such thing as luck. But people got to me just in time.

[slightlytaller]

The Zealots. And they--?

[No, he didn't want to know. That was to horrid to contemplate.]

There's no such thing as luck or coincidence in any world. If they had wanted you dead, they surely would have done so.

I'm glad you're safe now.

Please, let me know if there's anything you'd like to have brought to you.

[icanhearscreams]

[They wanted more from him, he's sure of it. But to go into detail would both be to relive it and to disturb someone else without a good reason.]

I was almost gone. But I'm recovering now. I think I momstly have everything I need, but if you come across an interesting book on sea life or oceans in general I'd appreciate it if you could bring it to me. I can pay you back.

[slightlytaller]

Consider it a free gesture.

I'll keep my eyes open for a book about the ocean. We're all squid here, so there's bound to be plenty of them.

[icanhearscreams]

I mean I was interested in it before, but if I can figure out anything about the sea life here it might be a clue somehow. I don't know, but it's worth a shot.

[slightlytaller]

All information is worth a look. It's what you choose to do with it that makes the difference.

I'll send you a few books soon. Hopefully they'll help keep you from getting too stir-crazy while you're held up.

[icanhearscreams]

Of course. And I aim to be responsible about what I learn.

... I appreciate it. I've been going through books at an alarming rate when I'm not sleeping.